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What
is it like being YOU right now?
Feeling
a little cloudy? Of course you are.
Because,
I mean, to be fair, and let's be honest, you are a cloud. You
are an aggregation of interests, connections, and contacts, tagged
in several ways, linked in all directions, changing in real time.
I mean your mental world. It's all hints and hunches, guesses
and glimpses, shifting perspectives, tumbling assumptions. You
take on clarity for clients. Then you're all "let's get on
with it" pragmatism. But normally, and for most purposes,
you're as cloudy as can be.
How
do I know this? Call me your consulting anthropologist. Anthropologists
have an old question: how does a culture define the self and the
group. And they have a new question: what difference does it make
to the self and the group that they are mediated by electronic
connections (email, internet, SMS, IM, MMS, blogs, aggregators,
shared search engines, p2p file sharing, online game play, etc.)
My
guess is that new selves and groups are richly heterogeneous,
loosely and variously boundaried, capable of expansion, contraction
and sudden reorganization, not very well governed, but still quite
navigable and quite mobile, and, in still other respects, dynamic
in content, form and operation.
Wave
goodbye. That was you before you bought a computer and signed
up for an email account. Those were the good old days, when people
could still complain about anomie, of being locked in the lonely
confines of their selfhood...because they still had a selfhood,
something relatively impermeable that kept the world out and the
precious self in.
That
was then. This is now. We are no longer "bounded," "integrated,"
"centered," "organized" or "contrasted."
We are now blurred, de-centered, disorganized, and, well, a little
vague. We are, I would prefer to say, cloud-like. (It's just so
much more flattering. No? I mean otherwise we are merely the proverbial
dog's breakfast.)
Embrace
paradox and irony, and ride this train to its natural and successful
conclusion.
Where
does cloudiness come from and how does it intensify?
My
father and mother are simple people: centered by their own ignorance,
blissfully organized due to their lack of exploration, and contrasted,
more or less, by their lack of formal education. Their lives stacked.
And they leaned. Like all modernist families at midcentury, they
leaned into the future, toward the good life, the next house,
the next job, grown children. Her industry (printing) changed
several times over her career, but I don't think she was ever
obliged to ask, "ok, what's the business model?" or
"ok, how does this industry work again?"
There
is a double cloudiness. In one, let's call it, social cloudiness,
more contacts and interests open up, and more contacts and interests
are made possible. And this in turn gives birth to other cloudiness.
Let's call it a conceptual cloudiness, in so far as expanding
social network expose us to things like the Yi Tan contemplation
of social search and the recognition that there are lots of new
things the proper intellectual reckoning of which will likely
take the substantial relocation and renovation of our existing
conceptual categories.
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